Chapter 1
||tape one||
Decton put the tape in the dvd player and watched as the black screen revealed a white room with a wooden chair in the middle.
"Go and sit down, Mara," a male voice said.
Seconds soon after, a pink haired girl in a white robe that stopped right above her knees slowly walked over, she was hesitant and most of all scared.
She sat down on the chair, her fingers entwined together as she rested them in her lap.
She squirmed uncomfortably in the chair, looking around the room.
"I'll leave now, and you can start." The male voice said again.
The sound of a wooden door closing rang through the room.
The girl tucked the loose strands of her pink hair behind her ear before looking at the camera, her eyes burning red and barely open.
She smiled weakly.
"So," she started.
"I don't know why these guys are making me do this, I don't even know why I'm here or how I got in here." She looked back at the camera with a questioning expression.
"The dude with the glasses said that you'll be watching this, and that's why I agreed to do it." She ran her fingers through her hair.
"I don't know what's wrong with me Decton, they say I'm not okay.
That's why they are keeping me here, my mom said it's better for the both of us." She smiled.
"And I believe that, because I am not feeling okay, ever since the day you left."
Decton frowned, watching the girl that once had made him smile, now looking really hurt and tired and he couldn't do anything about it .
"Where are you, Decton?" Mara looked back at the camera as if she knew he wasn't paying attention "I thought you said you were never going to leave me, but I don't remember why you left.
My mom said you left because of me, because of my fucked up mental health, because I hurt you." She stopped talking.
"Did I really hurt you Decton?"
She looked at the camera, biting her bottom lip as tears started to fill her green eyes.
"I'm really sorry if I did."
And before Decton knew it, the screen went black again.
||tape two||
Decton put the tape in the dvd player and waited for the black screen that read tape two to disappear.
He watched as it went to the same room from last time, the room with Mara sitting in it, her short pink hair falling messily on her shoulders.
"So, I guess, Doctor Brennan wasn't happy about my last video.
He said that I talked too much about myself," Mara's smile grew as she looked at the camera.
"He wants me to talk about you this time," she shrugged, looking down at the floor.
"He wants me to tell you why I love you."
She tucked her hair behind her ears, something that Decton always found cute whenever she did it.
"Well," she began with a sigh.
"I don't know how to start this thing, and I'm not even sure if you'll be watching this as they said, maybe they're lying?" she questioned.
"But I'll do it anyway because I want to save what is left of you from my," she laughed as she lifted her small fingers in the air to put quotes around, "fucked up mind."
Decton smiled, watching her smile and get comfortable "First of all, I really loved you, Dec." Her eyes lighting up as she looked at the camera."The thing I loved most about you is the way you accepted me and never judged me like everyone else did."
His smile grow and so did hers.
"You could always make me feel beautiful in my worst cases, and make me laugh in my worst days, I loved the way you look at me, and the way you woke me up with a kiss, I loved the way you smile, and the way you smirk " Mara's lips curled up into a smirk "I loved the way you were in bed "
He smirked, looking at his girl admitting how good he was in bed, even though she looked like crap, at that moment, he found her beautiful.
"But most of all, I loved the way your angels danced with my demons."
||tape three||
"Where the hell are you now, Dec?" Mara started by saying, her feature a bit tired than usual.
"My mom is saying that she doesn't know, but I know she's lying to me."
Decton frowned because he knows that she's right, her mom sure knows where he is, because she's the one who's been sending him these tapes.
"You know what hurts most?" She stopped, looking down at her small fingers.
"That I can't remember the reason you left, and I really want to remember."
Decton watched as Mara covered her face with her hands for a bit.
"And you know what's scaring me more?
My fucked up mind that's showing me these flashbacks and nightmares all the time." She looked back at the camera.
"Nightmares of me trying to kill you, and you begging me to stop."
Mara sniffed, looking at the wall beside her "I'm afraid if that had really happened before."