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On my birthday, Sebastian left me for the 99th time to run to his first love, who was once again faking a suicide attempt. I told the system, "I'm done with this mission. I'm exhausted." For 12 years, I tried everything, but I was never able to reach him. The system told me that if I died in this world, I could return to my own. The first time, I slit my wrists in the bathroom. Sebastian kicked the door open, took me to the hospital, and accused me of faking it for attention. The second time, I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping pills. He broke in at the last moment, held me as I faded in and out, and cried—saying he knew he was wrong. But don't worry. There was a third time. And a fourth.