At My Own Wedding, I Realized There Was No Place for Me

Synopsis

Four days before my wedding, my fiance Ethan found our high-school graduation yearbook. On its last page, he had written: "Still getting talked into impossible plans by Megan. Still answering when she calls." He had written it when he was seventeen. Eleven years later, I was about to marry him. But as I read the future he and his oldest friends had imagined for themselves, I began to wonder whether there had ever been room for me in it. They said I would understand. But I began to wonder: was I marrying the man I had loved for eleven years, or marrying into a circle that had never made room for me?