Chapter 3
The whispers followed me through the school hallway as I made my way to Joshua's parent-teacher meeting. What had once been friendly smiles from other mothers had transformed into sidelong glances and hushed conversations that died when I approached. I clutched my purse tighter, head held high despite the knot in my stomach.
Ms. Rodriguez, the PTA president, stepped directly into my path, flanked by two other mothers whose names I couldn't remember. Their faces were masks of concerned disapproval.
"Caroline," Ms. Rodriguez began, her voice dripping with false sympathy, "we've all seen Malia's video, and honestly, we're worried about Joshua."
I felt my face flush. "That video is full of lies."
"Is it?" One of the other mothers stepped forward. "My daughter says Joshua comes to school looking anxious all the time. And you're rarely at school events..."
"Because I'm taking care of my son while my husband works," I responded, fighting to keep my voice steady. "Or at least, that's what I thought he was doing."
"Caroline," Ms. Rodriguez lowered her voice, leaning in as if sharing a terrible secret, "have you considered that maybe Joshua would be better off with his father? A stable home environment is so important at this age."
The suggestion hit me like a physical blow. I glanced past her shoulder and caught Malia watching from across the room, her lips curved in a satisfied smile as she pretended to arrange refreshments. This wasn't random cruelty. This was coordinated destruction.
"Excuse me," I managed, pushing past them toward the exit. "I need to check on my son."
I made it to my car before the tears came, hot and angry down my cheeks. They weren't just trying to take my marriage—they were trying to take my child.
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"Daddy, please, I don't want to!" Joshua's terrified scream cut through the amusement park noise as I rushed toward the drop tower ride. My heart hammered against my ribs.
Cassian had texted me to pick Joshua up at the park after their "father-son day"—a sudden arrangement I hadn't been able to refuse without looking uncooperative. Now I understood why.
I spotted them in the boarding area, Joshua struggling desperately in Cassian's grip, tears streaming down his face while my husband spoke firmly to the ride operator.
"He needs to face his fears," Cassian was saying. "It's for his own good."
"Sir, if the child doesn't want to ride—" the operator began.
"He's my son, and I'm teaching him an important lesson," Cassian cut in, voice hard with authority.
I pushed through the crowd. "Stop! He's terrified of heights! Cassian, you know this!"
But I was too late. Cassian had already strapped Joshua into the seat, the safety bar locking into place as my son's screams intensified. The ride operator, clearly uncomfortable but intimidated by Cassian's commanding presence, reluctantly started the ride.
I watched helplessly as Joshua was lifted into the air, his small body rigid with terror, screams fading with distance. Cassian stood beside me, a satisfied smile playing on his lips.
"What is wrong with you?" I hissed.
"He needs to toughen up," Cassian replied calmly. "Unlike you, I won't coddle him into weakness."
The ride dropped, and even from the ground, I could see Joshua's absolute terror. When it finally ended, he couldn't walk, couldn't speak. A park employee had to carry him off, his small body shaking uncontrollably as he vomited from fear.
Cassian merely shrugged. "See you at home," he said, walking away as I rushed to my traumatized child.
"Mommy's here," I whispered, gathering Joshua's trembling body against mine. "You're safe now."
Over my son's shoulder, I caught Cassian watching us, his expression calculating. This wasn't about teaching Joshua courage. This was punishment—for me.
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That night, Joshua woke screaming for the third time, his pajamas and sheets soaked through. I changed him in the dim light of his dinosaur nightlight, my heart breaking as he flinched when I touched his arm.
"Baby, what's wrong?" I asked softly, pushing up his sleeve.
Dark bruises circled his upper arm—finger marks, adult-sized. My blood ran cold.
"Did Daddy hurt you?" I whispered, careful to keep my voice gentle despite the rage building inside me.
Joshua's eyes filled with fresh tears. "He got mad when I cried on the big ride," he whispered. "He said big boys don't cry and—and he squeezed really hard."
I held him close, rocking gently until he fell back into an uneasy sleep. In the darkness of my son's room, something crystallized within me. Cassian could destroy my reputation, my confidence, even my marriage—but I would not allow him to destroy our son.
Tomorrow, I would call Erin's divorce attorney. Tonight, I would stand guard over my child's sleep, protecting the one thing that mattered more than my fear of starting over.