Chapter 3

The rest of the week went by silently.

We chatted every evening, but that's it.

No more meetings.

It's Friday now and we're halfway through the last period.

I check my phone (my teacher is too blind to notice) and I see a snap from Drew saying:

"When is our next meeting?" I can't help but smile and I answer with a playful "whenever you want to." I tell him that I have a key to my grandfather's house and that he will be out tomorrow so we agree to meet eachother there.

When I get home, I call my grandfather and I explain what is going on.

My grandfather has always been really open minded.

He once had a friend with benefits at some point in his life, so I know he'll understand.

He tells me not to worry, that I can use his house whenever I want to.

He doesn't have a problem with it, I just need to text him that we're coming and he will leave the house for us to have our fun.

Once I hang up the phone, I go downstairs to tell my parents that I will be going to Mila's house tomorrow, for a school project.

They don't need to know what my actual plans are...

I wake up and go downstairs for breakfast.

I'm stressed out again, I hope I will get used to this soon so that we can have sex without all the nervosity before.

I take a shower with the music blasting through my AuraBeats and I enjoy the hot water running down my body.

It's two o'clock, so I'm ready to leave.

As I'm going to my grandfather's house, I text him that I'm on my way and he answers with "Alright, I'm leaving."

I walk up to his doorstep and I open the door.

I was stressed the whole way over here, because I didn't know if I would be able to open that old door.

I go inside and wait for Drew to get here.

When he arrives, I open the garage for him to put his bycicle there and we go inside.

I immediately take him upstairs to the bedroom that has always been mine.

I take my shoes off, he does the same and we lay down on the bed.

We talk about school and about how we definitely don't want anyone to find out about us.

We both know nobody would ever shut up about it if they knew.

After an hour of chatting, I finally ask:

"Are you ready now?" He nodds his head and I go sit on top of him and I start kissing him with all the passion in the world.

He grabs my hips and pulls me closer.

This is starting to feel more like what it's supposed to be.

I take off my clothes and I start taking off his.

We're still kissing intensely and I can't seem to pull my lips away from him.

When his clothes are off, I start doing what I do best.

He moans when my tongue touches his penis and I grab his hand.

I feel him squeezing my hand everytime I go up and down and it gives me confidence.

After a while, he whispers:

"Oh God, just come over here already."

I sit back in my favorite positions, right on top of him and I start fucking him again.

This is better than the last time, I could see that he was actually longing for me.

I looked him in the eyes while we both knew he was inside me and we smiled simultaniously.

I continue going until he cums and then I smile and kiss him one more time.

I didn't notice before that he not only smells good, but he also tastes great.

I take the paper towels I put on the bedside table before he arrived and I clean up the beautiful mess we've made.

Once again I realise how lucky I am to be sharing a bed with this man.

I don't hesitate and I tell him:

"This is actually the first time I'm sleeping with someone this beautiful." He smiles.

After half an hour of talking, we put on our clothes and we both leave.

"See you on Monday!" are the last words we share and I text my grandfather that we're leaving.

He can come home now.

It keeps getting harder for us to act like nothing is going on between us.

We get so caught up in trying to act normal, people are starting to notice things.

Leo, Drew's best friend and my best friend, must've seen or heard something.

He randomly said:

"It's weird seeing your best friend fall in love with your other best friend." He only has two friends, so it's easy to put two and two together.

At school, we keep up our facade of bullying eachother a little, making fun of eachother and flirting every now and then.

I even made him a paper heart and he promised me to keep it forever.

The more I think about him and I, the more I start to worry.

I think I might be catching feelings for him...

That might be a very serious issue, because we promised it was only going to be sex.

I'm not going to tell him yet, I'm not ready to say goodbye yet.

Instead, I just write a letter.

"Dear Drew.

You probably already saw this coming, but I want to tell you personally anyway.

I'm in love with you, or at least I think I am.

I met you at the perfect time, you kind of saved me from myself.

I don't want anything to change between us, we can just go on as if I said nothing, right?

You're either the best or the worst thing that has ever happened to me, and only time will tell which one it is."

I fold the letter and throw it in the back of my closet to never take it out again.

I'm feeling bold today and I decided to tell Drew how I feel.

I started writing a paragraph to send to him, because I wasn't going to see him for two weeks due to spring break.

I basically wrote the same thing as in my letter, but I decide to put it in my private notes until after work.

When I was done working, I checked my phone and I saw that Leo had messaged me.

It was a short but clear message:

"I'm in love with you, Harper."