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The Manhattan penthouse is bathed in the soft glow of sunrise when I wake. I stretch beneath the cool Egyptian cotton sheets, feeling the weight of today’s significance press warmly against my chest. Four years. Four years since Daniel took me in his arms and promised me forever. Four years since he pulled me from the wreckage of my old life and helped me build a new one—better, brighter, stronger. I should feel grateful. I should feel loved. I should feel...whole. But as I roll over and reach for my phone on the nightstand, my hand instinctively brushes against the small, unmarked bottle tucked between the lamp and the phone. The label is worn, the edges curled from too many nervous fingers tracing the words "Prenatal Vitamins." I shouldn’t be taking them. I have no right. Still, I open the bottle and swallow one, the bitter taste lingering on my tongue as I stare at the blank ceiling. It’s foolish. Stupid. But some part of me clings to the fantasy that somehow, someway, science will find a way to fix what was broken. That I’ll wake up one morning and the impossible will have become possible. That I’ll be whole again. I push the thought away and scroll to my secret Pinterest board—"Nurseries to Dream Of." I click on the first pin: a soft, cream-colored room with a crib shaped like a moon and walls painted with constellations. The caption reads, "For when the stars align." I trace my finger over the screen, imagining a baby’s tiny hands reaching for the mobile