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Two hundred and seventy-five days. I've counted each one meticulously, marking them in my mind like notches on a prison wall. Today is no different as I lie strapped to the cold metal chair, the electrodes positioned at my temples with clinical precision. The nurse—Marion, fifty-two, divorced, two children in college—tightens the leather restraints around my wrists. Her fingers work with practiced efficiency, but I notice the slight hesitation, the momentary softening in her eyes. Pity. It's useless to me, but I catalog it anyway. Everyone has weaknesses. Even the staff of Lakewood Psychiatric Facility. "Ready, Mrs. Mitchell?" Dr. Williams asks, his voice carrying that particular blend of false concern and professional detachment I've come to recognize. I don't answer. I never do. Instead, I stare at the ceiling, counting the tiles (thirty-six, always thirty-six) as the rubber bit is placed between my teeth. The machine hums to life. I focus on the sound,