Chapter 1
Series 1 Chapter 1
There were three working seat belts in my husband’s company truck and three people in our driveway under a wildfire evacuation order, but with my car at the repair shop, he said his pregnant mistress needed two seats and I could have none.
A sheriff’s loudspeaker ordered our street to evacuate while Ethan wedged a maternity bag onto the middle passenger seat. Madison, his marketing coordinator, sat by the window with one hand beneath her seven-month belly. I opened the middle door and lifted the bag onto my lap.
“I can hold this. Drive.”
Ethan took the bag from me, put it back, and shut the door. Hot wind flattened his shirt against his chest, and ash clicked against the truck like dry rice. He would not meet my eyes.
“Madison had mild cramps at work. She needs room to lean back.”
“Then I’ll sit in the middle.” I touched the unused buckle. “All three of us fit.”
Madison turned her face toward the windshield. Her silence told me this arrangement had been discussed before either of them reached our house.
“She’s thirty-one weeks,” Ethan said. “I’m not compressing her stomach between us.”
The word *us* landed strangely. Eleven years of marriage, and he had found a way to describe my body as the intrusion.
“Take her to the evacuation checkpoint and come back. It’s twelve minutes away.”
“The north road may close behind me.”
“Then tell the deputies I’m here. Or let me ride to the checkpoint and find medical transport for her there.”
A gust sent sparks over the wooden fence. Madison flinched, and Ethan immediately reached across the cab to steady her shoulder.
I looked from his hand to Madison’s stomach. “Is the baby yours?”
Ethan’s jaw tightened. “Yes.”
I had seen that tenderness from him before—when my mother died, when I broke my wrist, when we still believed postponing children was a decision we had made together.
For one second, the evacuation siren seemed to recede. He had not only built another family; he had brought it to my door and expected me to make room by disappearing.
He went inside and returned with a red document pouch. Instead of checking whether I had shoes, water, or any way out, he slid it behind the driver’s seat beside his company toolbox.
I pulled the passenger handle. Ethan pressed the lock.
“Open the door.”
“Claire, stop making this harder.”
“There are three seat belts.” I pointed through the glass. “I am your wife, and there is a wildfire coming.”
Madison rested both hands over her belly. She did not move the bag. She did not ask him to return for me.
Ethan started the engine. The dashboard light glowed green above the empty middle buckle, a small mechanical confirmation that the truck was capable of taking me even if my husband was not.
“Madison is two lives right now,” he said through the open window. “You’re only one.”
He shifted into reverse. I stepped after the truck, struck the side panel with my palm, and shouted his name, but the tires sprayed gravel across my ankles. At the corner, the red pouch flashed once through the rear window before the smoke swallowed the taillights.
Behind me, burning embers settled on the roof of the first house on our street. Flame climbed the shingles in one bright line.
I had no car.