Chapter 4

about whatever was bothering him that month—Fyodor's mood, losing hockey games, his mom's cancer scare that turned out to be nothing.

And he was really, really trying, but he still had the voice in the back of his head that told him

if you were a better husband/son/teammate this wouldn't happen

The best he could do was ignore it.

(Mark's number one favorite thing to tell Liam was

remember, you can't win at therapy

, which Liam wished he would stop saying.

Of course he couldn't win at therapy, he was just trying to improve so it would be as…