Chapter 1
Today was the sixtieth birthday party for my daughter's mother-in-law.
I stood in the doorway of the kitchen, a plate of freshly cut fruit in my hands. My apron was dotted with grease stains that never quite washed out.
In the living room, my daughter Madison clung to her husband, Teddy. She smiled and lifted her glass to make a toast with the rest of the family, looking as if she belonged right at the center of it all.
Her mother-in-law, Carly, sat in the seat of honor. Everyone crowded around her, wishing her a happy birthday, and her face lit up with every word.
A woman in a neat, old-fashioned dress stepped up beside Madison. She leaned in a little, curious. "Madison, how come your mom isn't here?"
Madison's hand stilled for just a second, the wine glass hovering in the air. Then she smiled and shook her head slightly. "My mom died a long time ago. My uncle raised me."
She said it so easily. She did not even glance toward the kitchen.
And I was right there, just a few steps away.
In the pocket beneath my apron, there was a bank card with four million dollars on it.
That was everything I had. Every cent came from thirty years of selling sandwiches and from the money I got when I finally sold my shops. I had planned to give half of it to her.
But now, standing there with that plate in my hands, I wanted to walk away. I didn't want to leave her a single penny.
*****
It was three-thirty in the morning, and I woke up before my alarm even rang.
I had barely slept anyway. I kept turning over in bed, my mind stuck on one thing. Today, I would finally see my daughter, Madison.
My name is Winona Kain. I'm fifty-eight years old and have been selling sandwiches in this town for thirty years.
My husband died fifteen years ago from stomach cancer. From the day we found out to the day he was gone, it did not even take four months.
That year, Madison had just started high school, and my son, Linden, was still in middle school. After my husband passed, everything fell on me. I was the only one left to hold the family together.
Still, life did not stop. It never does.
I worked. Every single day, I got up at three in the morning to make sandwiches. Before six, I had to be outside the middle school, setting up my stall.
Each sandwich sold for two dollars. It was not much, but I saved every bit I could. That money helped Madison go to college. It also helped Linden learn a trade so he could stand on his own feet.
Madison did well. She got into a university in the city. After graduation, she landed a job at a big company. Later, she married a man who owned a construction supply business.
On her wedding day, I sat in the crowd wearing a new dress Sarah—my daughter-in-law—had picked out for me. I watched Madison walk down the aisle in her white gown, smiling so beautifully.
I cried the whole time. I really believed the hard days were behind us.
But after she got married, Madison came home less and less.
The first year, she came back for Christmas. The second year, she said she was too busy. By the third year, she barely even called.
I missed her so much it hurt. One time, I could not hold back anymore, so I called her. The phone rang for a long time before she picked up.
It was loud on her end. She seemed to be at some kind of dinner party.
I had just called her name when she lowered her voice and said, "Mom, I'm busy right now. I'll call you back."
Then she hung up.
I waited for half a month. She never called.
Later, it was Sarah who finally told me the truth because she could not keep it in anymore.
She said Madison had told her husband's family that her parents had died years ago. She told them she had been raised by her uncle.
I was in the kitchen making a sandwich when I heard that. The rolling pin slipped out of my hand and hit the counter. "Sarah, what did you just say?"
Sarah pressed her lips together, then repeated it.
I stood there for a long time.
The oven was on. Water was boiling on the stove. But I could not hear any of it.
Madison was ashamed of me. She was ashamed that her mother sold sandwiches.
She was so ashamed that she would rather tell people I was dead.
That night, I sat alone in the yard and looked up at the moon. My tears soaked through my shirt.
Then, last month, some developers came to town. They wanted to buy up our entire old street and build a shopping center.
I owned three shops. One was my sandwich shop. The other two were places my husband had worked so hard to buy when he was still alive. I had been renting them out for a little money each month.
The offer they gave me was fair. For all three shops, they paid four million dollars.
The day the money came in, I called Linden and Sarah over.
"I've already decided how to divide it," I told them. "I'll keep one million for myself. Then I'll give you two one million dollars. And the last two million dollars... I want to give it to Madison."
Linden got upset right away. "Mom, why does she get so much? When was the last time she even came to see you?"
I waved my hand. "Living in the city is expensive. If she has some money, she can hold her head up in her husband's family. And she's my daughter."
Sarah tugged lightly on Linden's sleeve and chimed in, "It's your money. You decide. We're okay with it."
The way she handled it made my chest ache.
When she first married into our family, we had nothing. We were truly poor.
But she never complained. The very next day after moving in, she was already out there with me, helping sell sandwiches.