Chapter 2

The evening arrived with a weight I couldn't name. I stood before our bedroom mirror, fastening pearl earrings—my grandmother's, the ones I'd worn on our wedding day. My hands trembled slightly, betraying the calm I was desperate to project.

Ferdinand appeared behind me, his reflection joining mine. He was handsome in his tailored suit, his hair perfectly styled—the man I had chosen to build my life with. The man who had kissed another woman two days ago.

"Close your eyes," he said, his voice warm with excitement. "I have something for you."

I obeyed, feeling his presence shift behind me. Something cool slid against my wrist.

"Happy anniversary, darling."

I opened my eyes to find a diamond tennis bracelet catching the light, delicate stones winking up at me. It was beautiful—exactly the kind of gift I would have treasured just days ago.

"Ferdinand..." I breathed, summoning a smile I didn't feel. As he leaned close to secure the clasp, a scent caught my attention—floral, unfamiliar, and distinctly feminine. Not his cologne. Not my perfume.

"Do you like it?" His fingers lingered on my wrist, his eyes searching mine in the mirror.

"It's beautiful," I managed, turning to face him. "Thank you."

He pulled me into an embrace, and I forced myself to return it, wondering if his arms had held Emma with the same pressure, the same pretended devotion.

"We should go," I said, pulling away. "We don't want to lose our reservation."

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Maison was exactly as I'd remembered from our first anniversary—intimate lighting, hushed conversations, waitstaff that appeared and disappeared like ghosts. We were seated at a corner table, Ferdinand ordering champagne with a flourish.

"To five incredible years," he toasted, his glass meeting mine with a crystalline chime. "And to many more."

I sipped the champagne, letting the bubbles burn down my throat. "Many more," I echoed, the words hollow.

As we studied our menus, Ferdinand's phone buzzed. He glanced down, his expression shifting minutely before he slipped the device beneath the table, thumbs moving rapidly over the screen.

"Work?" I asked, keeping my tone light.

"Just Collins again," he replied, too quickly. "Nothing important."

The waiter arrived to take our orders, providing a momentary reprieve from the tension building between us. When he departed, I took another sip of champagne, steeling myself.

"I was looking at the calendar earlier," I said casually. "You have that Chicago trip coming up next week, right?"

Ferdinand's posture stiffened. "Why are you asking about that now?"

"Just planning my schedule," I replied, watching his reaction carefully. "I thought I might take some time off while you're away. Maybe visit my mother."

"There's nothing definite yet," he said, his tone defensive. "The whole trip might be canceled. Let's not talk about work tonight, okay? This is about us."

Before I could respond, he reached across the table, capturing my hand in his. His thumb traced circles on my palm—a gesture that once made my heart flutter but now felt calculated.

"You look stunning tonight," he said, his voice dropping to that intimate register he used when he wanted to distract me. "Have I told you how lucky I am?"

I smiled mechanically, wondering if he'd used those same words with Emma.

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The morning after our anniversary, I sorted through the laundry with methodical precision, a task that had always brought me a sense of order. Each garment folded, each pair of socks matched—small victories in a world that suddenly felt beyond my control.

When I reached Ferdinand's suit pants from the night before, I felt something in the pocket. A receipt, creased and folded. I pulled it out, intending to check if it needed to be kept for expenses.

The receipt was from Eloise's Boutique, dated three days earlier. My eyes scanned the items: a silk blouse, a cashmere sweater, both in size small. Too small for me.

I stared at the paper, a strange numbness spreading through my chest. Then, with deliberate care, I refolded it and slipped it back into his pocket, exactly as I'd found it.

For the next three hours, I sat at our home computer, methodically searching through Eloise's online catalog, identifying the exact items Ferdinand had purchased. I found the blouse—emerald green with pearl buttons—and the sweater—cream-colored with a cowl neck. I pictured them on Emma's slender frame, imagined Ferdinand selecting them with care, perhaps with her at his side.

The image burned into my mind: Ferdinand standing in that boutique, choosing gifts for another woman while I planned our anniversary dinner.

Something inside me hardened, like molten metal cooling into a blade's edge.

I wasn't going to break. Not yet. First, I needed to know exactly what I was facing.