Chapter 2
Series 1 Chapter 2
The violet fountain pen lay across my meal tray, forged ink still wet around its nib. Daniel had placed it beside the plastic cup of pain pills as if returning something borrowed could close the seam he had ripped open.
My incision pulled when I reached for it. The pain ran hot beneath the dressing, precise as a needle driven too deep. I stopped with my hand over the tray.
“You shouldn’t be moving,” Daniel said. “The nurse said the dressing opened.”
“You gave her my pen.”
“I brought it back.” He folded his arms, but his left cuff sat higher than his right, exposing the pale strip where his watch usually rested. “Nora, you approved this during labor.”
I flattened one hand on the mattress. The vinyl squeaked under my wedding ring.
“I asked where Emma was. You told me she was being checked.”
“You were in pain. You don’t remember everything you said.”
His voice stayed level, neatly finished, each word tucked out of sight. For years I had trusted that tone because it never frayed. Now I heard how carefully it concealed the raw edge underneath.
The nurse came in carrying gauze and a blood-pressure cuff. A takeout cup balanced on her clipboard, its cardboard sleeve dark where coffee had soaked through. She looked first at the monitor, then at the stain spreading beneath my dressing.
“I need to check your incision.”
“My daughter was taken from me.”
Her hands paused over the blanket. Daniel moved before she answered, bringing the clipboard toward himself without touching it.
“She consented during labor,” he said. “She’s confused after surgery.”
“I did not consent.” I hooked my fingers into the sheet until the fabric twisted between them. “My mother-in-law signed my name.”
The nurse glanced at Daniel. That small movement hurt worse than the incision. He wore his concern like a tailored jacket, smooth across the shoulders, while I sat open-backed in a hospital gown with blood working through the bandage.
“Could you note that she’s objecting now?” Daniel asked. “Postoperative agitation, maybe. She hasn’t slept.”
The nurse set down her coffee. “I can record what I observe.”
“Then observe him trying to make me unreliable.”
Daniel looked away for less than a second, then came back. “Nora, lower your voice.”
I picked up the pen. Violet ink slicked my fingertips and filled the fine lines around my nails. The barrel still carried the warmth of his hand.
“You said I approved it during labor. Tell me exactly what I said.”
He looked toward the monitor, where my pulse climbed in green numbers.
“You said Emma would have a better life with us helping.”
“That isn’t consent.”
“You said family should take care of family.”
“That isn’t consent either.”
The nurse peeled back the dressing. Air touched the incision, and white light burst behind my eyes. I bit the inside of my cheek until I tasted metal. Daniel watched the monitor instead of my face.
“She needs medication,” he said.
“She needs the surgeon,” the nurse replied, sharper than before. Then she added, almost apologetically, “I still have to document her mental state.”
Daniel seized on it. “Document that she’s agitated and making accusations.”
The nurse reached for her clipboard, but I held out the pen. A drop of violet ink swelled at the nib and fell onto Daniel’s empty watch mark.
“Document the pen,” I said. “Document that the signature was still wet when they brought the papers into my room. Document that my husband admits he took this from my hospital bag.”
Daniel wiped his wrist and smeared the ink further into his skin.
The nurse looked at the stain, then at the untouched pills. She lifted the call button beyond Daniel’s reach and placed it in my hand.
“I’ll document his admission in quotation marks.”
Daniel went still.
Beside the untouched pain pills, his violet fingerprint was drying on the tray.