Chapter 4
On June 13, 2022, dear diary, did you think I was just overthinking things?
Misty Clouds blew up, and Logan shot to fame overnight thanks to his role as the fourth male lead.
His character was just perfect.
His heartbreaking romance with the fourth female lead in particular had everyone bawling their eyes out.
People started shipping them hard in real life.
I admitted that I was shipping them too while watching.
But when I saw Logan and Natalie Martinez out there promoting their ship so hard, I felt a pang of jealousy.
Whatever, I was not the petty type.
I was not mad at all.
Hey, at the end of the day, Logan was getting famous.
I mean, I was actually really happy for him.
Oh, and Dear, I was auditioning for the second female lead in a web drama tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
Here was a news pic.
Hmph, Logan gave Natalie that super sweet smile.
If he didn't smile at me that sweetly in the future, I would teach him a lesson.
On June 14, 2022, dear diary, I was super happy today.
I nailed my audition.
I landed the role of the second female lead in In the Depths of Dreams.
It was the second female lead. Could you believe it?
I had tons of scenes.
I was totally going to tell Logan first.
But he went to have dinner with Natalie without telling me.
Here was a paparazzi pic of the two of them.
Natalie looked all shy, and Logan's ears were burning red.
They looked so good together, seriously.
Players and heartbreakers were the absolute worst.
No way I was telling Logan this good news myself.
He could find out when the official announcement dropped.
Still, if he actually came and explained things to me today, I would spill the good news.
Fine, he got three days.
Once the host finished reading, plenty of commenters started switching sides.
[Wait, am I the only one who thinks Aria is absolutely adorable?]
[Is it just me, or are the feels hitting hard? It was so sweet at this moment. How did they end up never speaking again?]
[Bet she's just putting on an act.]
Logan stared at the big screen, a little dazed.
He had no idea I was totally into him back then.
On July 17, 2022, dear diary, Logan was hotter than ever. He was getting invited to variety shows left and right.
But Logan was so busy now.
Sometimes all I got from him was a late-night text saying he just got off work.
And most importantly, his ship with Natalie was still on fire.
They even landed a new drama together, a period piece.
What really got me was that I only found out about such great news from the news.
That was just not okay.
Whatever, I would let it slide.
Who could blame him? Logan was out there hustling to save up for his own place.
Logan was really putting in the work.
I couldn't be the one dragging him down.
The director even said today that I had a knack for acting.
The host finished reading the page.
Logan suddenly stood up.
Realizing he'd gotten a bit carried away, he sat back down.
Logan said, "Actually, that day I was filming a variety show next to her set."
"But I didn't want to stir up any drama, so I just acted like I didn't know."
On August 30, 2022, dear diary, I honestly didn't know what to do.
Today, the production crew added a last-minute scene.
It was a scene where I got sexually harassed.
It was pretty explicit.
The director threatened me, saying that if I refused to shoot the scene, not only would I get nothing, but I'd also have to cough up a massive breach-of-contract fine.
I really wished I could talk to Logan about this.
But he had been so busy lately.
He just landed a major movie role.
I was honestly so happy for him.
But why didn't he tell me himself? Why did he keep such good news from me?
Why did I have to find out through the news?
Dear, I didn't even know why, but it just hurt inside.