Chapter 3
Series 1 Chapter 3
Two days before our anniversary, Ethan hosted a private dinner at our home to celebrate the successful launch of the VELA implant.
The living room was filled with board members, investors, and Vanessa.
Standing behind my chair, Ethan raised his glass.
"Behind every medical miracle is someone who never gave up," he said, looking deeply into my eyes. "Claire is the only woman I will ever love. I will never let her be alone."
The guests applauded. Several women wiped away tears.
My phone vibrated in my pocket.
[He's a wonderful actor, isn't he?]
Across the room, Vanessa sipped her wine. Our eyes met for one brief moment, and cold triumph flashed in hers.
Ethan brought out a box tied with a pale green ribbon.
"To make up for the PR mistake at the launch."
He smiled and offered me a box of Laduree macarons, waiting for me to look delighted.
He had forgotten I was allergic to almonds.
Macarons are made with almond flour. I never ate them. Years ago, one bite of a dessert containing almond flour had made my throat swell until I almost suffocated.
Ethan had been terrified.
After that day, no nuts of any kind entered our home.
Now the box in his hands was almost funny.
The woman who loved macarons was not me.
She was standing three feet away.
I looked at the box but did not take it.
"Thank you," I said calmly.
After dinner, I went upstairs to escape the noise.
As I passed the study, I noticed the heavy oak door standing slightly open.
Vanessa leaned against the mahogany desk. Ethan stood directly in front of her.
"That was a beautiful speech," Vanessa said softly. "Are you really going to stay with her?"
Ethan sighed and rubbed the back of his neck as if he were exhausted beyond endurance.
"Just wait until I get Claire settled somewhere comfortable," he said.
Settled.
As if I were an old piece of furniture that needed to be moved out of the way.
Vanessa folded her arms.
"She gave up her life for you."
"I know." Ethan sounded heavy, almost defensive. "I owe her my life. But she still treats me like a patient."
He moved closer to Vanessa, sudden frustration cutting through his voice.
"Tonight, I walked. I hosted an entire dinner. But whenever Claire looks at me, all I see is pity. She still hovers. She still checks my balance like I'm about to collapse."
He caught Vanessa by the waist and pulled her against him.
"I don't want a caregiver anymore. I don't want to be reminded of what I used to be."
He buried his face against Vanessa's neck.
"You never look at me with pity. You look at me like a man. With you, I feel whole."
Then he kissed her.
My fingers tightened around the cold doorframe.
At last, I understood.
He did not resent my care.
He was suffocating beneath his own shame.
To him, my five years of sacrifice were not a bond between us. They were a mirror reflecting the weakest version of himself, and he was desperate to smash it.
I did not push the door open or confront them.
I turned and retreated into the shadows.
In the master bedroom, I pulled out three cardboard boxes.
The jewelry Ethan had given me. The heels. Our wedding photographs.
Everything connected to him went into those boxes. I would donate it all to a charity shop.
Then I called my lawyer.
"Draft the divorce agreement immediately. And start quietly liquidating every share I own in his company."
David paused.
"Claire? What happened?"
"I want every document ready to sign within three days."
My voice was flat and steady.
Friday.
Our tenth wedding anniversary.
The night he had promised to give me my first dance.
By the time that song began, the woman who had kept him alive would already be gone.