Chapter 3 · Locked Hearts

I didn't know a girl could ever be like this, this beautiful.

Surprisingly, she had done nothing but let her hair lose and kept a little blush in her cheek , and that alone , made all the difference in the world.

So there was abousolutely no words made to describe how stunning she was, no words.

Looking at her made me think of the times when we didn't have a worry in the world.

And also made me think that this stunning Aria before me used to play football with me , jump around and get covered in mud with me, used to steal cookies and when got caught make ridiculous exuses with me.

She has been with me all this time, but now it all just feels so different.

I can't understand this feeling that caught up inside of me.

Could I love this girl more than a best friend ?

If I loved her the way she did, would she love me back?

I was getting more and more confused.

But there was no explanation of her being with Lucas.

May be she was hiding her feeling and making a mask of not liking me , not loving me more than a friend.

Only one way to find out, her diary.

I need to get Ethan out of here so I can read it.

Then the door bell rang.

I said ,"I'll get it."

I opened the door to see Lucas all dressed up as if he was the most handsome guy.

I wanted to tell him " Come on dude, your a total nerd with the weird hairstyle and specs", but I restrained it for Miss Sage.

This guy made me sick.

And something told me that he was just using Miss Sage.

And how can Miss Sage like this guy?

Than the thought that she that she was going out with Lucas to rid herself of the feelings she had for me, washed over me.

Then Miss Sage came out and went to stand beside Lucas.

That action made my heart burn.

They said their goodbyes to us and walked away hand in hand which made me really sick.

Miss Sage was gone now , I had to get Ethan out of here so I can read the diary.

So I called Ethan's girlfriend who was a great girl and told her to call Ethan to her house.

And after 2 minutes Ethan hurriedly went out of the apartment.

I jumped out of the couch I was sitting on and rushed towards her room.

And searched for her diary but it was not inside of her blanket.

Where could it be?

Oh right !

She always keeps her private things under her bed.

I put my arms under the bed to search for the diary.

And suddenly my hand came in contact witha notebook.

I took it out , it was her diary.

I quickly put the numbers to open the lock.

The diary opened.

Finally I would know the truth , once and for all.

I flipped through the whole diary and saw entries which was dated since five years ago.

I started reading and skipping the nonsense about her ex and reading more about me.

I had to find out if she still liked me.

The first entry was her birthday

13 April 2006

Dear Diary,

I am in love with my best friend and theres nothing I can do.

He came over to the house today.

And we played scrabbles.

I didn't want him to leave but he had to go.

Will he ever see my feelings towards him.

Yours truly

Aria

I flipped again and read another entry dated....

24 May 2006

Dear Diary,

He is dating the cheer leading captain , Sophia.

I feel like curling up in a corner and crying my heart out.

Will this feeling ever go away .

Oh!

Diary , why doesn't like me.

Yours truly

Aria

26 July 2008

Dear Diary,

Thank God , he left Sophia.

Maybe I will have a chance.

Wish me luck.

Yours truly

Aria

I was getting really confused.

I skipped to one year later.

17 December 2008

Dear Diary,

Maybe I should move on.

He will never be mine.

But this guy Dorian really likes me.

Yours truly

Aria

25 January 2009

Dear Diary,

Dorian cheated on me.

Why do these things always happens to me.

Why?

Am I not likable , lovable ?

Dorian didn't like me and neither will my beat friend.

Yours truly

Aria

26 January 2009

Dear Diary,

My bastard of a best friend and jerk of a brother went to Dorian's house and beat him up.

Even though he cheated on me , I feel sorry for the poor guy.

Yours truly

Aria

14 February 2009

Dear Diary,

I hate this day.

I searched for the perfect gift and card for my best friend who stoke my heart.

But he got so many gifts and cards that my gifts seemed so lame.

Yours truly

Aria

13 December 2009

Chapter 3

I didn't know a girl could ever be like this, this beautiful.

Surprisingly, she had done nothing but let her hair lose and kept a little blush in her cheek , and that alone , made all the difference in the world.

So there was abousolutely no words made to describe how stunning she was, no words.

Looking at her made me think of the times when we didn't have a worry in the world.

She has been with me all this time, but now it all just feels so different.

I can't understand this feeling that caught up inside of me.

Could I love this girl more than a best friend ?

If I loved her the way she did, would she love me back?

I was getting more and more confused.

But there was no explanation of her being with Lucas.

May be she was hiding her feeling and making a mask of not liking me , not loving me more than a friend.

Only one way to find out, her diary.

I need to get Ethan out of here so I can read it.

Then the door bell rang.

I said ,"I'll get it."

I opened the door to see Lucas all dressed up as if he was the most handsome guy.

I wanted to tell him " Come on dude, your a total nerd with the weird hairstyle and specs", but I restrained it for Miss Sage.

This guy made me sick.

And something told me that he was just using Miss Sage.

And how can Miss Sage like this guy?

Than the thought that she that she was going out with Lucas to rid herself of the feelings she had for me, washed over me.

Then Miss Sage came out and went to stand beside Lucas.

That action made my heart burn.

They said their goodbyes to us and walked away hand in hand which made me really sick.

Miss Sage was gone now , I had to get Ethan out of here so I can read the diary.

So I called Ethan's girlfriend who was a great girl and told her to call Ethan to her house.

And after 2 minutes Ethan hurriedly went out of the apartment.

I jumped out of the couch I was sitting on and rushed towards her room.

And searched for her diary but it was not inside of her blanket.

Where could it be?

Oh right !

She always keeps her private things under her bed.

I put my arms under the bed to search for the diary.

And suddenly my hand came in contact witha notebook.

I took it out , it was her diary.

I quickly put the numbers to open the lock.

The diary opened.

Finally I would know the truth , once and for all.

I flipped through the whole diary and saw entries which was dated since five years ago.

I started reading and skipping the nonsense about her ex and reading more about me.

I had to find out if she still liked me.

The first entry was her birthday

13 April 2006

Dear Diary,

I am in love with my best friend and theres nothing I can do.

He came over to the house today.

And we played scrabbles.

I didn't want him to leave but he had to go.

Will he ever see my feelings towards him.

Yours truly

Aria

I flipped again and read another entry dated....

24 May 2006

Dear Diary,

He is dating the cheer leading captain , Sophia.

I feel like curling up in a corner and crying my heart out.

Will this feeling ever go away .

Oh!

Diary , why doesn't like me.

Yours truly

Aria

26 July 2008

Dear Diary,

Thank God , he left Sophia.

Maybe I will have a chance.

Wish me luck.

Yours truly

Aria

I was getting really confused.

I skipped to one year later.

17 December 2008

Dear Diary,

Maybe I should move on.

He will never be mine.

But this guy Dorian really likes me.

Yours truly

Aria

25 January 2009

Dear Diary,

Dorian cheated on me.

Why do these things always happens to me.

Why?

Am I not likable , lovable ?

Dorian didn't like me and neither will my beat friend.

Yours truly

Aria

26 January 2009

Dear Diary,

My bastard of a best friend and jerk of a brother went to Dorian's house and beat him up.

Even though he cheated on me , I feel sorry for the poor guy.

Yours truly

Aria

14 February 2009

Dear Diary,

I hate this day.

I searched for the perfect gift and card for my best friend who stoke my heart.

But he got so many gifts and cards that my gifts seemed so lame.

Yours truly

Aria

13 December 2009