Chapter 4
Series 1 Chapter 4
Grant walked through the front door at eight, holding a paper bag from our favorite noodle place and a small bunch of white freesias.
He set the food on the table and put the flowers into a glass on the counter. His posture was open, humble, and carefully polite.
“I should’ve shut that down,” he said, looking at me where I sat. “I didn’t. I’m sorry.”
I looked at him across the small distance between us. “Can you stop making plans for me, Grant? Not apologize. Stop.”
Grant sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I don’t know what you want me to do. Every time I try to fix something, you hear me as the enemy.”
I kept my voice steady. “I’m going to my interview on Tuesday. We are not rushing into a courthouse wedding. And Tessa doesn’t get a key, a seat at this table, or a say in our life. Can you agree to that?”
Grant shifted his weight. His face tightened with genuine frustration, but underneath it was the same immovable belief that he was the reasonable one.
“I want a home with you, Lauren,” he said, his voice earnest and pleading. “I don’t want every conversation to turn into a line in the sand.”
He had spoken with sincerity, but he hadn't answered a single one of my conditions.
His phone rang, loud and jarring on the wooden tabletop.
The screen flashed with Tessa.
Grant glanced down, hesitated, and tapped answer. “Tess?”
Tessa was crying hard enough that I could hear her from four feet away.
“Grant, I went back to my sister’s apartment. She and her boyfriend started yelling again.” Her breath caught. “I got out, but I’m sitting in my car outside and I can’t drive. I’m scared.”
“I can call you an Uber right now, Tess,” Grant said into the phone, his shoulders immediately tensing.
“I don’t want to be alone,” Tessa sobbed. “Please, Grant. I just need someone I know.”
Grant lowered the phone from his ear and looked across the room at me.
For a moment, he said nothing, as if he were waiting for me to make the choice easier for him.
I didn't. I didn't get angry or tell him to stay. I just sat there and let him decide.
Grant pulled on his coat and picked up his car keys from the bowl.
“I’ll make sure she gets home,” he said, avoiding my eyes as he walked to the door. “I won’t be long.”
“Okay,” I said.
The door closed, and the deadbolt locked with a quiet snap.
I sat alone in the kitchen for two minutes. Then I pulled the sealed white envelope from my bag, tore open the top, and read through the lab results under the pendant light.
When I finished, I folded the pages back inside the envelope.
The result was simple: no pregnancy.
Relief came first. Then something colder. Grant, Tessa, and his parents had spent twenty-four hours rearranging my life around a child who had never existed.
I went upstairs, pulled my suitcase from the closet, and began to pack.
I packed only what was mine: my passport, legal papers, laptop, work files, my interview suit for Tuesday, everyday clothes, medication, family photos, and the vintage silver bracelet my grandmother had given me.
I left the furniture. I left the dinnerware. I left every single item that belonged to Grant completely untouched.
I opened my phone and confirmed attendance for Tuesday’s interview: Regional Operations Lead. Then I sent a text to my sister: “Can I come over?”
Her reply was instant: “Door’s open.”
I carried my luggage downstairs.
I wheeled my suitcase out the front door, locked it from the outside, and drove away into the night.
Across town, Grant waited with Tessa until she had stopped crying, then drove home with one thought he refused to name: Lauren had not asked when he would be back.
At 10:14, he let himself into the townhouse with two dozen pink tulips in one hand.
The kitchen was dark. The noodle containers were still where he had left them.
“Lauren?” he called.
Nothing answered.