Chapter 1
Chapter 1 – The Girl They Cast Out
POV: Joanna.
When the second line appeared, I held my breath.
I was sixteen, standing in the bathroom of my mother's small two-bedroom house in Portland. I stared at a plastic stick that dared to change color while my entire future crumbled around me. The first line appeared instantly—the control line, as if I had any control over this situation at all. But the second line appeared gradually, a faint pink shadow that intensified into a strong, unmistakable red.
Pregnant.
The word felt unreal in my mind. I'd been pregnant for eight months without knowing it, my irregular periods masking the truth until my friend Shalom urged me to take a test. Now I sat on the edge of the bathtub, the cool ceramic pressing through my thin cotton skirt, listening to my mother clatter pans in the kitchen. Every Saturday she made eggs. The scent of butter and salt wafted under the door, making me nauseous.
Ethan. Ethan Brooks. Seventeen years old and beautiful with that effortless charm of boys who don't know their time is limited. Six months together. A rainy Tuesday in March when he took my virginity in the back of his father's Buick. He told me he loved me in a whisper and swore he would never leave.
I called him. Voicemail. Texted him. Nothing. Two hours later, his friend Marcus cornered me at the convenience store with a look of pity.
"Sorry, Jo," he mumbled. "He said it was fun while it lasted."
Fun.
I stumbled home under a gray sky, and my mother was on the porch, arms crossed, the positive test clutched in her hand. She had discovered it under my mattress.
"Joanna Marie Edison," she announced. "Come inside immediately."
The kitchen table was where difficult decisions were made. Margaret sat opposite me, the test between us like evidence in court. She didn't cry or scream. Her disappointment was worse.
"Who is it?"
"Ethan Brooks."
"You mean the Brooks boy? The one whose family relocated?"
I nodded, speechless.
She laughed, a dreadful sound. "Naturally, he fled. They all do. Your father took off, too. You have a gift, Joanna, a gift for picking men who leave."
"Mom, please—"
"Absolutely not." She raised a hand. "I refuse to raise another man's illegitimate child under this roof. I already did that once, with you, after your father chose his freedom over his family. I swore I would never make that mistake again."
My mother retrieved my summer camp duffel bag from the hall closet, dust-covered, its zipper rusted. She began tossing my clothes into it with robotic efficiency, underwear, socks, two pairs of jeans, the sweater my grandmother knitted before she died. She zipped the bag and threw it at my feet.
"You're leaving," she declared. "I don't care where you go. A homeless shelter, the streets, or that boy's doorstep in California. But you are not remaining here."
"I'm sixteen," I whispered. "I'm your daughter."
"You were my daughter," she said, her eyes dry, her mouth a thin line. "Now you're merely a whore. And whores don't reside in my home."
She shoved me out the door as the rain began. I stood on the porch, duffel bag clutched against me, watching my mother shut the door. She didn't bother to lock it. There was no need. The click's finality was louder than any bolt.
I walked. Portland's streets blurred through my tears as rain soaked my jacket and plastered my hair to my face. One block away from St. Mary's Hospital, my first contraction hit, a deep, grinding pressure that squeezed my abdomen like a vise. I bent over, struggling to breathe.
No, not yet. It's too soon.
Another contraction, more intense. A warm sensation ran down my legs, mixing with the rain. My water had broken. I tried to walk, but my knees gave out. I fell onto the sidewalk, scraping my palms, and crawled to the curb.
"Help," I whimpered. "Someone, please help me."
The street was deserted. I lay on my side in the gutter, my cheek against the cold metal of a storm drain. Another contraction, and I screamed, a primal, guttural noise that tore my throat. I saw lights through the rain, indistinct and golden. I reached out, and the world went black.
Consciousness returned in fragments.
Warmth. Softness. The scent of lavender sachets mixed with aged wood. Voices speaking softly, an elderly man and an older woman.
"...she can't be older than sixteen, Harold."
"She's in active labor. I saw this in Korea. We need to get her to a hospital."
"The phones are down. The roads are flooded. We can't move her."
"Then we deliver her here."
My eyes opened to a small room illuminated by a single oil lamp. An elderly man with white hair and wire-rimmed glasses leaned over me, his face etched with concern. Beside him, a silver-haired woman clutched a pile of towels.
"Welcome back, dear," she said gently. "My name is Edna Henderson, and this is my husband, Harold. You're in our guest room. What's your name?"
"Joanna," I said, my voice hoarse. "Joanna Edison."
"Joanna, you're having a baby. Do you understand?"
I nodded, tears streaming down my temples. "My mother... she made me leave. I didn't know where to go."
Edna's face softened with grief that felt personal. "You're safe now. Harold was a medic during the war. He'll know what to do."
Time vanished. The room had no clock, no window, only the lamp and the surge of pain like an internal ocean. Harold guided me through each contraction. Edna held my hand, whispering prayers I didn't recognize but still found comfort in. They never asked about the father. They never asked why a pregnant teenager was alone in a storm.
"You're doing wonderfully," Edna murmured, wiping my brow. "So incredibly brave."
"I'm frightened."
"Bravery isn't about not being afraid, child. It's about pushing through despite that fear."
The final stage came without warning. Harold's voice pierced the air: "Push, Joanna, push now." I bore down with a strength I didn't know I had, and my cry was the sound of a young woman being transformed into something completely different.
Then stillness. A profound, sacred silence interrupted by a faint, outraged cry.
"It's a girl," Harold announced, his voice heavy with feeling. "A beautiful baby girl."
Edna placed her on my chest. She was wet and slippery, her skin mottled pink and white, her eyes squeezed shut in anger at being forced from the only world she'd known. She was incredibly tiny, her fingers like matchsticks, her toes like pearls. A patch of dark hair lay flat against her head.
"Hello," I whispered, brushing her cheek. Her eyes fluttered open, revealing a blue so vibrant it felt like a summer sky. She gazed at me with an intensity that felt like recognition.
"What's her name?" Edna asked.
I hadn't thought of a name. But as I felt her heart flutter against my palm like a captured bird, the name came instantly.
"Hailey," I said. "Hailey Rose."
Clutching my daughter, I inhaled her fragrance, milk, freshness, and a scent uniquely hers that evoked hope. As rain beat against the window and two strangers watched over us like guardian angels, I made a solemn promise.
"I'll never leave you," I whispered into her hair. "I won't abandon you like I was abandoned. I'll work until my hands are raw. I'll fight until I have nothing left. You'll never sleep in the street. You'll never know how it feels to have a door slammed in your face. I swear this on my life, Hailey Rose. I swear it on my soul."
The next morning, Harold drove us to the hospital. Doctors examined us and said we were in good health despite everything. When they asked if I had family to contact, I said no.
But I had the Hendersons.
Edna found me in the hospital lobby, my duffel bag at my feet, Hailey sleeping in my arms. She sat beside me and offered a thermos of hot water.
"Harold and I discussed this," she said. "We have a small hardware store on Third Street. We need someone to manage the bookkeeping. The pay is minimum wage, but there's a room above the store. Hailey would be welcome."
I stared at her, bewildered. "Why would you do this? You don't know me. I have nothing to offer."
"You have a daughter," Edna said simply. "And you gave your word. I've observed that people who make promises during such times are the ones you can trust."
She extended her hand. I looked at it, then at Hailey, then at the small hand clutching my finger with a grasp that seemed to declare: I am here. I am real. I belong to you.
I took Edna's hand.
And I could not have known that this small act of kindness was the foundation of an empire.