Chapter 1

Ever since I caught Lucas cheating on me.

The first thing he did every day when he came home was get pressed down on the sofa by me, pants pulled down, while I frantically sprayed high-concentration alcohol on his privates for disinfection.

Lucas, feeling guilty, would always cooperate gently with reddened eyes, coaxing me tenderly not to make a fuss.

But today he came home a full two hours late.

The moment I smelled the perfume on him, I went crazy again, desperately tearing at his belt.

"Last time you came back half an hour late, you'd slept with one woman! Today you're two hours late---tell me! Did you sleep with four women out there?"

After apologizing to me for the 29th time and being pushed away again, he finally broke down and roared at me.

"Enough! I have a high fever and I'm dying, and you don't even ask! How much longer are you going to act crazy every single day?"

"So I got drunk and slept with someone once---do you think you're so clean yourself?"

"You were dragged into that alley at sixteen and stripped naked and violated! Sophia, a paranoid crazy woman like you deserves it!"

The alcohol bottle dropped to the floor, the pungent smell choking away my voice.

Looking at his disgusted eyes, I suddenly felt tired.

Fine. This relationship full of holes---I don't want it anymore.