Chapter 1
Chapter One
The scalpel felt like ice against my skin.
"Hold still," the surgeon murmured, his voice clinical and detached as he carved away at my cheekbone. "This is the last procedure. When we're done, even your own mother wouldn't recognize you."
I bit down hard on the leather mouthguard, tasting blood where my teeth had broken through. The pain was excruciating, but I welcomed it. Pain meant transformation. Pain meant survival.
"Almost there," he said, stepping back to examine his work. "Beautiful pain, isn't it? The kind that promises something better on the other side."
Dr. Mercer—or whatever his real name was—had been recommended by a former dancer who'd needed to disappear. He worked out of a converted veterinary clinic in Tijuana, where the laws were as flexible as his ethics.
"Remember our deal," I said after he removed the mouthguard. "No records. No before-and-after photos. Nothing that connects me to Lily Vance."
"Lily Vance is dead," he replied, wiping blood from his hands. "You're Scarlett now. A struggling dancer from Boise with no family and no past."
I looked at myself in the mirror he held up. The woman staring back was a stranger—higher cheekbones, sharper jawline, fuller lips. Even my eyes had been subtly altered, the color changed through a risky procedure that had left me blind for three days.
"Perfect," I whispered, touching my new face with trembling fingers. "Absolutely perfect."
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The next three months were a masterclass in becoming someone else. I rented a studio apartment in a rundown neighborhood where questions weren't asked and secrets stayed buried. Every day, I practiced dancing in front of cracked mirrors, learning to move like a woman who'd spent years in clubs—not like the daughter of a police officer who'd been taught to stand tall and proud.
"Again," I'd tell myself, watching my reflection. "Again, until Scarlett becomes real."
I memorized a new birthday, a new social security number, a new childhood filled with foster homes and dead-end jobs. I practiced a slight southern drawl, just enough to suggest I'd moved around a lot. I learned to apply makeup that made my new features pop in the dim lights of clubs, and I studied the Iron Hounds MC with obsessive detail.
Their territory. Their businesses. Their weekly open nights when they allowed outsiders in to spend money.
And most importantly, I studied Rex.
Vice President of the Iron Hounds. Cold-blooded killer. The man who'd ordered my father's execution.
"Thirty-two years old," I murmured, staring at a grainy photo I'd printed from a biker forum. "Known for his temper and his... appetites."
I burned the photo after committing every detail to memory.
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The Iron Hounds clubhouse pulsed with bass and debauchery. I'd timed my arrival for their weekly open night—when the doors were technically open to anyone with cash and an invitation. I'd spent my last savings on the outfit: sparkly top that barely covered anything, shorts that might as well have been underwear, and heels that made my legs look endless.
"Looking for someone?" A prospect—new member—leered as I approached the door.
"I heard you're hiring dancers," I said, letting my voice tremble just enough. "I'm Scarlett. I just moved here from Boise."
His eyes traveled down my body like a physical touch. "Boise, huh? What brings you to our little slice of heaven?"
"Ran out of options," I said with a practiced shrug. "Heard there's good money here for girls who aren't afraid to work hard."
He laughed, low and dirty. "Oh, we got plenty of hard work for you."
The main room was exactly what I'd expected—smoke-filled, with bikes parked in a row by the entrance and men in leather vests drinking and shouting over the music. Women in various states of undress moved between them, some collecting empty bottles, others grinding against laps.
I spotted the small stage where dancers performed. Two girls were currently working the poles, their bodies moving in sync to the pounding beat.
"Wait here," the prospect said, disappearing into the crowd.
I used the moment alone to scan the room, cataloging exits, noting which men wore full patches versus prospects. And then I saw him.
Rex.
He was sitting in the corner booth, nursing what looked like whiskey neat. His dark hair was cropped short on the sides but longer on top, swept back with casual dominance. Tattoos crawled up his neck and disappeared beneath his collar—the club's emblem partially visible on his forearm.
My heart hammered against my ribs. This was it—the man who'd killed my father.
"You the new dancer?"
I turned to find an older woman with bleach-blonde hair and tired eyes.
"Yes, ma'am. Scarlett."
"Mama Kim runs the dancers," she said. "Follow me."
I followed her through the crowd, feeling eyes on me from every direction. The stage was small but professional—lights, poles, a DJ booth.
"Strip," Mama Kim said without preamble.
"What?"
"Strip. Show me what you've got."
I hesitated for just a moment—long enough to seem realistic for someone who was supposedly nervous but desperate.
Slowly, I removed my top, then my shorts, until I stood in just my heels and a thong.
"Spin," she commanded.
I did, using the pole to showcase the flexibility and strength I'd been practicing for months.
"Not bad," she said when I finished. "You start tonight. Fifty for the first shift, plus tips. The boys here are generous if you know how to make them happy."
I was about to respond when a shadow fell across us.
"Don't bother," came a deep voice that sent ice through my veins.
Rex stood behind me, his presence commanding and terrifying. His eyes were cold as they traveled over my body.
"You dance for me now," he said, his voice leaving no room for argument.
Mama Kim's face changed immediately. "Of course, Rex. Anything you want."
He stepped closer, and I fought the urge to back away. Instead, I let my eyes widen with what I hoped looked like fear and excitement.
"What's your name?" he asked.
"Scarlett," I whispered.
"Scarlett," he repeated, testing the name on his tongue. "Come with me."
His hand closed around my wrist—not gently—and he dragged me through the crowd. Men moved aside, some nodding respectfully, others grinning knowingly.
"Rex," I said, my voice deliberately small. "Where are we going?"
He didn't answer until we reached a door at the back of the club. He pushed it open, revealing a bedroom that smelled of leather and smoke.
"My room," he said, shoving me inside. "And you're about to learn your first lesson about this club."
He slammed the door behind us, and I heard the click of a lock engaging.
"In this club," Rex said, his voice dangerously soft as he advanced toward me, "you're nothing but meat."
His hands moved to my throat, not squeezing but resting there—a promise of what was to come.
"And I'm about to show you exactly what that means."