Chapter 2
The smell of fresh coffee woke me the next morning. I blinked, momentarily disoriented by the sunlight streaming through our bedroom window. For one blissful second, I forgot everything—the abandoned anniversary trip, the airport rain, the Instagram posts.
Then I heard his voice.
"I brought your favorite blueberry scones. And that coffee blend you like."
Zachary stood in our bedroom doorway, a paper bag from the local bakery in one hand, a cardboard coffee tray in the other. His smile was bright, casual, as if he hadn't left me stranded on an island and then abandoned at an airport less than twenty-four hours ago.
"You're up early," he said, setting the breakfast on my nightstand. He leaned down to kiss my forehead, his cologne—the one I'd given him for his birthday—filling my senses.
I pulled away slightly. "You didn't come home last night."
His expression shifted, just for a moment, before settling back into cheerful obliviousness. "Leila needed help with her car again. Then she had that panic attack..." He trailed off, clearly expecting me to fill in the blanks with understanding.
"I waited at the airport until midnight," I said quietly. "In the thunderstorm."
Zachary sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I told you, she really needed me. You should understand my loyalty to friends by now."
"Friends," I repeated, the word tasting bitter on my tongue.
"You're being dramatic, Noe." He checked his phone, already distracted. "I'm sorry about the timing, but Leila was in crisis mode. You know how she gets."
Before I could respond, his phone chimed with a text. I watched his expression soften as he read it, his thumb tapping out a quick reply.
"Leila again?" I asked, though I already knew the answer.
"She needs help moving some furniture today," he muttered, still typing. "Her roommate's moving out suddenly."
* * *
The marketing firm was unusually quiet that afternoon. I'd been staring at the same spreadsheet for forty minutes without seeing it, my mind replaying Zachary's casual dismissal of our anniversary disaster.
"Noemi? Got a minute?"
I looked up to find Marcus Chen standing in my cubicle entrance, his expression concerned but kind. My boss was known for his directness and fairness—qualities I'd always appreciated until they were directed at me.
"Of course," I said, straightening my posture and clicking to save the document I hadn't actually been working on.
His office was bathed in natural light, the downtown skyline visible through floor-to-ceiling windows. Marcus gestured to the chair across from his desk.
"You seem distracted lately," he said without preamble. "Everything okay?"
"I'm fine," I answered automatically. "Just some personal stuff."
Marcus nodded, not pushing further. Instead, he slid a folder across the polished surface between us.
"The London position," he said. "I'd like you to consider it."
My fingers froze on the edge of the folder. The London branch had been mentioned in company meetings for months—a prestigious opportunity to head up our new European marketing division.
"Me?" I asked, genuinely surprised.
"Your campaign for the wellness brand last quarter exceeded projections by forty percent," Marcus said, his voice matter-of-fact. "You have the creative vision and leadership skills we need for this expansion."
I stared at the folder, thinking of London—thousands of miles from Zachary, from Leila, from the constant cycle of being second-best in my own relationship.
"I don't know if I'm ready for something like this," I hedged.
Marcus leaned forward slightly. "Noemi, I've watched you dim your own light for months now. This is your chance to shine on your own terms."
His words hit me with unexpected force. Dim my own light. Was that what I'd been doing?
* * *
I spent extra time at the grocery store that evening, selecting ingredients for Zachary's favorite pasta dish. Maybe we could talk properly, reset things between us.
The table was set when he finally came home—candles lit, wine poured, steam rising from the pot of perfectly cooked linguine.
"This looks amazing," he said, dropping his keys on the counter and heading straight for his phone on the charger.
I watched him check his messages, his eyes scanning the screen with an intensity he hadn't shown for my carefully prepared dinner.
"Leila's having family drama again," he announced, fingers flying across the keyboard. "Her sister showed up at her apartment unannounced."
"Zach," I said gently, "could we put the phones away for dinner? Just tonight?"
His head snapped up, eyes narrowing. "She's going through a rough time, Noe. You're being clingy."
"I'm being clingy for wanting to have one conversation without interruption?" The words slipped out before I could stop them.
Zachary's jaw tightened. "Not everyone's life revolves around romantic dinners and anniversaries. Some of us have real responsibilities to our friends."
I picked up my fork, suddenly not hungry anymore. As I twirled pasta around the tines, I realized I couldn't remember the last time we'd had a meal without his phone between us.
The candlelight flickered across his face as he texted relentlessly, and I wondered when exactly I had become so invisible in my own relationship.